I had the world when you were here.
I had love and laughter, now I have tears.

I had hope.
I had dreams.

I was happy.
I was in love.

The world was beautiful and so was I.
The world was good again.

Then you went away.
I'll never be the same.

With each passing day
I become more afraid.

I try to reach out,
but I fail again and again.

Closing myself off seems like the best solution.

My heart is broken, shattered, beyond repair.
I don't know what to do or where to turn
Who to trust

I want to give up

me

what's wrong with me?
why does everyone leave?

am that I hideous?
am that horrible?

I try so hard
I give so much, but it's never enough

One look at me and they change their mind and run
What have I done?

why do I even try?

fatal flaw

never good enough
always second best

time and again wondering what happened this time

lies
broken promises
disappointments

what fatal flaw do I possess to make this keep happening???

Moon and Stars

The same moon and stars shine,
no matter how near or far
we are apart.

I look at the sky
and I wonder where you are,
if you are safe
if you are well
if you are happy.

I find the brightest star
and wish to be where you are.
But just like fairy tales the wish never comes true.

I wanna be where you are.

Do you do the same???